Dear Deirdre:
I’m in love with the world’s biggest kid and I don’t know what to do!
He went travelling 4 months ago and I never had a chance to tell him how I felt before he left, now he has gone I’m worried he might never come back and I’ll never see him again. It’s made me realise just how much he means to me.
We are both 24 and we went to school together and have always been good friends but it was only in the last year that we became really close. I always knew he was heading off on his travels and he had a girlfriend so there was never anything romantic between us and it never even crossed my mind. Then at the end of March at his leaving do after we had all had a few drinks he said he loved me and that he’d really miss me, I just passed it off as we were all drunk and thought no more of it.
Since he has been away we’ve spoken quite regularly online and he has been telling me all the stories of his travels and he sounds like he is having a great time, but the more we spoke the more I realise just how much he means to me and how big a kid he is with such a big heart.
At first things were fine and I threw myself into my work to try and get my mind of it but as time has gone by I have found myself thinking more and more about him each day and I’m at the end of my tether. He isn’t coming back till December but I miss him so much and worry about him that even though I know it’s selfish I hope if I told him he might come back!
I really want to tell him how I feel but I don’t want to ruin his plans and dreams, what should I do?
I’ve attached a picture to show you just how sad I really am!
Deidre Says:
Fuck off, we all miss him!
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